My First Community Day

Two days ago, I had my first community days in Bogor.  We did several activities for fixed and repair an elementary school there. Two main activities was Painting Wall and Playground building for children.

and guess what? I almost faint down due to extremely hot weather…gosh..my health has been dropped lately, I should have an excercise immediately and buy new sport shoes (every plans started with shopping, what a good habit ^^)

Cannot wait for the next event !

Hello world..

Hai blog…almost forget on your existence

Low season is coming, and I already confuse on what to do….every day was being spend by unproductive thing >_<

Recently, me and my colleagues go to Majalaya to get some refreshing air after bloody nightmare Peak Season.

We did fishing, cooking, eating and sleeping…(healthy sleeping without being worried of catching up deadline….:P)

Here are some pictures :

 

 

 

 

 

 

Me and corn field

 

 

 

 

 

 

nongkrong depan sawah

 

 

 

 

 

 

makan masakan sejadinya

soo much fun and fresh air….unforunately, we should go back to Jakarta and face the reality >_<

 

 

 

gambar2 lucu yg beredar lewat email berantai di tengah2 training…..lumayan lah buat refreshing…

To you whom i never love

Bila kita jadi orang tua suatu saat nanti..
siapkah bila Tuhan menegur kita..

“Anakmu bukanlah milikmu,
mereka adalah putra putri sang Hidup,
yang rindu akan dirinya sendiri…”

Orang tua tidak punya hak mengatur anaknya sekehendak hati..

karena:
“..Mereka lahir lewat engkau,
tetapi bukan dari engkau,
mereka ada padamu, tetapi bukanlah milikmu…”

Kewajiban kita hanyalah:
“…Berikanlah mereka kasih sayangmu,
namun jangan sodorkan pemikiranmu,
sebab pada mereka ada alam pikiran tersendiri.

Patut kau berikan rumah bagi raganya,
namun tidak bagi jiwanya,
sebab jiwa mereka adalah penghuni rumah masa depan,
yang tiada dapat kau kunjungi,
sekalipun dalam mimpimu.

Engkau boleh berusaha menyerupai mereka,
namun jangan membuat mereka menyerupaimu,
sebab kehidupan tidak pernah berjalan mundur,
ataupun tenggelam ke masa lampau…”

Ibaratnya:
“…Engkaulah busur asal anakmu,
anak panah hidup, melesat pergi…”

Sudah siap?

(Adapted from Kahlil Gibran)

Because of You

Because Of You
by Kelly Klarkson

 

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

 

 

For my lovely Mom and the complicated me